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A luminous and heartfelt collection of mourning poetry.

Over the course of two decades and six books, Peter Markus has been making fiction out of a lexicon shaped by the words brother and fish and mud. In an essay on Markus's work, Brian Evenson writes, "If it's not clear by now, Markus's use of English is quite unique. It is instead a sort of ritual speech, an almost religious invocation in which words themselves, through repetition, acquire a magic or power that revives the simpler, blunter world of childhood." Now, in his debut book of poems, When Our Fathers Return to Us as Birds, Markus tunes his eye and ear toward a new world, a world where father is the new brother, a world where the father's slow dying and eventual death leads Markus, the son, to take a walk outside to "meet my shadow in the deepening shade."

In this collection, a son is simultaneously caring for his father, losing his father, and finding his dead father in the trees and the water and the sky. He finds solace in the birds and in the river that runs between his house and his parents' house, with its view of the shut-down steel mill on the river's other side, now in the process of being torn down. The book is steadily punctuated by this recurring sentence that the son wakes up to each day: My father is dying in a house across the river. The rhythmic and recursive nature to these poems places the reader right alongside the son as he navigates his journey of mourning.

These are poems written in conversation with the poems of Jack Gilbert, Linda Gregg, Jim Harrison, Jane Kenyon, Raymond Carver, Theodore Roethke too—poets whose poems at times taught Markus how to speak. "In a dark time . . .," we often hear it said, "there are no words." But the truth is, there are always words. Sometimes our words are all we have to hold onto, to help us see through the darkened woods and muddy waters, times when the ear begins to listen, the eye begins to see, and the mouth, the body, and the heart, in chorus, begin to speak. Fans of Markus's work and all of those who are caring for dying parents or grieving their loss will find comfort, kinship, and appreciation in this honest and beautiful collection.

ISBN-13: 9780814348505

Media Type: Paperback

Publisher: Wayne State University Press

Publication Date: 09-01-2021

Pages: 110

Product Dimensions: 6.00(w) x 9.00(h) x 0.25(d)

Series: Made in Michigan Writers

Peter Markus is the author of six books of fiction, including The Fish and the Not Fish, which was named a Michigan Notable Book in 2015, and co-editor with Terry Blackhawk of To Light a Fire: 20 Years with the InsideOut Literary Arts Project (Wayne State University Press, 2015). Markus is the senior writer with InsideOut Literary Arts and is on the faculty at Oakland University, where he teaches creative writing. In 2012 he received a Kresge Arts in Detroit fellowship in Literary Arts.

What People are Saying About This

2017) Keith Taylor of the Bird-While (Wayne State University Press

Those of us who live around here refer to Peter Markus's country as 'Down River,' that run of the Detroit River south of the city that passes factories, steel mills, and power plants until it arrives at Lake Erie. It takes a while to learn to love this country. But Peter Markus's people have lived and died here for a long time. When he is shattered and exhausted by grief, as he is in this gut-wrenching collection of poems about the illness and death of his father, Pete can turn to the river and the birds that migrate along it, for consolation. And he finds it there, though it is hard earned consolation, never easy. This collection of clear and powerfully unadorned poems will make you weep, even if you don't know the river, because you, too, know the pain of loss. If you, too, have learned to love Peter Markus's country, When Our Fathers Return to Us as Birds will fill your imagination, first overwhelming you, then remaining with you for days and weeks.

a Going J. A. Tyler of the Zoo

For decades, Peter Markus has been rendering mud and fish into stars and sky. For decades, he has been focused on the granular beauty of the poem in every sentence, the universe of each word. In When Our Fathers Return to Us as Birds, his heart is somehow open even wider, giving over his own father to the mud and fish and stars and sky, to the birds, mourning as only Peter Markus can, with a river of words.

Terry Bohnhorst Blackhawk of One Less River

Walk the river with Peter Markus in his daily homage to his father. Take in the levees, the fish, the abandoned steel mill, the birds, the river air his father will no longer breathe—all rendered with steady wonder and 'the clarity that death brings.' And take comfort. Rather than 'let silence have its way with grief,' Markus gives us—in poems as translucent as the clearest river water—'no better way to say goodbye.'

2017) Jim Daniels of Rowing Inland (Wayne State University Press

Peter Markus is on fire in these poems, some holy spirit hovering over him while he's talking in the tongues of grief. The poems turn into each other effortlessly—echoing, resonating, repeating, like waves rolling in, each containing a distinct mixture of both old water and new. He builds each poem around a series of his obsessively recurring images, as if these things need to be held close and continually examined in an attempt to come to terms with the multiple levels of loss, as if he is creating his own language to articulate that loss, a language he teaches us, punctuated with his touchstones—fish, birds, river, boat, steel mill, and others—until we too are left in silent wonder and awe watching him shave his dead father's face with solemn grace.

Stuart Dybek of Ecstatic Cahoots

In When Our Fathers Return to Us as Birds, Peter Markus has written an authentic and powerful rite of a book. It's a tribal book, and the tribe is the Living: a humanity, bound by a shared mortality, to honor the dead. That obligation, also known as grief, requires language, gods, myths, visitations, and Markus invents them all afresh in this deeply felt, memorable book.

Robert Fanning of Severance and Our Sudden Museum

Only in the transformative blaze of language this lucid, brave, and visionary, can we look through the thin flesh of a dying father and see a bird on a branch ready to fly, can we hear the songs of the gone: everywhere, alive, in river and air. In this astonishing collection, Peter Markus gives grief wings and current, gills and wind. Breathing into the glowing bones of these poems, I feel the momentary resurrection of being imperishable. And I am reminded how to live.

Pamela Ryder of Paradise Field

The poems herein are the calls of birds, some sung with great joy in recollection of the kinship between father and son, some sung in sorrow and reflection upon a father's affliction, but all with the clarity of the cup of water the son will fetch from the river to anoint the body. And while the father is held captive in his house on the river, bound there by his infirmity, the cadence of life in the natural world continues—the 'swans on their way to somewhere else,' the pike 'knifing its long narrow body though the light green murk,' and 'the doe and her two fawns crossing the road.' So walk now with Peter Markus as he takes us away through field and wood, through cattail marsh and riverbank mud, to the sick-bed where the father lies, and even onward to the crematorium flames from which smoke ascends as birds might rise 'toward that window we call sky.'

2019) and May Is an Island Jonathan Johnson of the Desk on the Sea (Wayne State University Press

In one of the most luminous and helpful collections of mourning poetry I've read, Markus writes of his father's death with emotional authenticity, wisdom, grace, and casual artistry. These masterful, unassuming poems offer trustworthy company in 'a sorrow / we choose not to talk too much about,' which is when we need it most.

Liesel Litzenburger of Now You Love Me and the Widower

Every line is a revelation in the form of plain truth. The world of these poems plunges us into the river of what matters most: life and death, nature and ruin, hope and despair. Here is a poet who can transform the simplest elements into shimmering, heartbreaking beauty. If Leonard Cohen and Ernest Hemingway had a conversation in heaven, it would be this book.

2017) Russell Thorburn of Somewhere We'll Leave the World (Wayne State University Press

These poems are heart-voiced and impressed with an intelligence unique only to Markus. Reading each one is a healing process for men grieving over lost fathers.

Diane Seuss of Frank: Sonnets

The poems in Peter Markus's When Our Fathers Return to Us as Birds offer a potent, 'momentary resurrection' of father, river, bird—the swirling undertow of what is passing or has passed. Poetry here charts the struggle of grief and devotion within an encroached-upon Michigan landscape. Indeed, poetry is the lone footbridge between the present and the past, the living and the dead. I admire the depth of Markus's seeing and the emotional courage of this collection.

Mary Ann Samyn of Air

Our fathers do indeed return as birds, as Peter Markus tells us: poem-birds, that is, flown in on a trusted voice, anointed by necessary journeys, consoled and guided by a beloved river, alive with the sacrament called 'I remember. . . .' And they anoint us in return—their readers, who read, gratefully, by the strength of their light.

Table of Contents

What My Father Did Not Have to Say 1

Look at Those Birds 2

The Name of the Father, the Name of the Fish 3

Practice 4

House with No Light Left on Inside It 5

Everything Where I Have Left It 6

I Take a Walk with the Gods 7

Brothers and Fathers and Sons 8

Who Walks in the Rain Walks on Water 9

The Dark Above the River Is Light 10

South of White Rock, Lake Huron, July 1979 11

There Is Singing 12

Last Song 13

What the Birds Keep Trying to Tell Him 14

More Birds Than I Know What to Do With 15

I Did What I Could to Keep This 16

The Old Neighborhood 17

Because I Could Not Sing 18

The Song and the River 20

My Father's Only Son 21

On the Island in Search of My Father 22

I Did Not Hear the Loons Until Later 23

A Portrait of My Father at the End as Sisyphus 24

Where There Is a River There Is a Light 25

April 6 26

On Turning Fifty-Two 27

No Words 28

Too Many Days, or Where the River Turns to Lake 29

When It Is Dark Enough to See 30

Still Life in Winter with River Ice and Sky 31

Skin of River and Bone 32

Walking Out Alone onto the February River 33

We Did Not Know the Difference 34

I Am Tempted to Say I Know Nothing 35

Winter Birds 36

We Just Wanted to Get Him Home 37

The Bird Inside My Father's Chest 38

What I Know Is Not My Father 39

Carrying the Fish 40

What Was Never His to Begin With 41

When No One Was Looking I Looked 42

Man on Boat 43

What in the Night the Moon Makes 44

When the Light is Still Present but Fading 45

Maybe Next Time 46

The Sentence I Am Trying Not to Write 47

Slow Dance with My Father with No Music 48

Still Life with Goose in Mid-Flight 49

On My Morning Walk I Question What I See 50

Fishing in the Rain with My Father 51

Under the Hood of My Father's '89 Lincoln Town Car 52

On What Would Have Been My Fathers Eighty-Seventh Birthday 53

In the Twilight the Something That Is Always There 54

Where I'm From 55

This Water, This Rock and Dirt, This River 56

On My Daughter's Twenty-Third Birthday 57

What Is Always There Even When It Isn't 58

Where What Was Still Alive Was Singing 59

We Looked for the Birds to Tell Us 60

When the Loons Return to the River 61

Bullhead 62

Almost Human 63

Sheepshead 64

What a Fish Is Not Supposed to See 65

In a Poem He Might Praise the Birds 66

What I Still Feel Inside, or Some Other Darkness 67

Bones 68

When Our Fathers Return to Us as Birds 69

Not Able to Say It 70

There Is Always Some Other Way to Say It 71

The Swans Revisited 72

The Moth 73

For My Mother 74

What Did I Know about Work 75

Work Song 76

Whatever It Was It Was an Honor, Call It a Privilege 77

What We Cant Get Rid Of 78

Guilty 79

In Greek the Word for Forgiveness 80

Only the River Between Us 81

We Fish 82

Fear and Death Which Is Different Than Fear of Death 83

I Am Afraid I Am Going to Forget 84

On the Other Side of the River 85

So Much of What We No Longer Want 86

Dead Man's Point 87

On the River with Time Being What It Is 88

Deadwood 89

Wood, Wings, Bones 90

Tell That to Our Fathers, or On the Eve of My Fifty-Third Birthday, Pointe Mouillee, 2019 91

Briefly It Might Have Even Flown 92

Acknowledgments 93